Pity

He does deserve pity. " Believe me, I would be ready to suffer worse and longer pains if by that means I could bring back the dead." He obviously feels bad about all torture he put people through and all the people he killed. He would be willing to put hisself through worse to make up for it, and if he could, he would go back and change it. "I know what I have told you is terrible. I have longed to talk about it to a Jew and beg forgiveness from him." He has been wanting to apologize for the hurt and pain he has caused. He has changed. If he was ordered to kill, he probably couldn't quit. He deserves Pity.